breeds

today's the greatest, i've never known...

i've been wondering...do people spread sadness by telling..... or its the back propaganda of affections that forms the sole reason of revealing.

bring forth cheers, and company and it drowns one's soul. strip the smile and its always there, +++++++++++++++ deeply, this carnal being that functions best alone when sad. and best socially when happy.
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=== + -+=- I went online, Irc. an online haven for lonely souls that deny themselves of this fact of knowing....its flooded. some channels are full...i spoke to 4 people. one gay, one bi, and one girl from my own university and another who was fat and sad. (<-the or so she says.) this exploration trip was almost therapeutic....distracting myself from my mortal woes. I stopped after the gay starts getting ideas in his head...it disturbs me. not grossed out, but the fact that people equates the killing of the boredom with satisfied animalistic needs. i'm equally intrigued when i read up on psychaotic behaviors in people.... **-+=- one sad guy radiates this void of loneliness.... when two such void overlaps, things happen. alrights...who's read till here? by far a few, if any. I dunno, but this does not tell much about me..or i'll deny anyway. beautifully fitting and crafted:
My reflection, dirty mirror
There's no connection to myself
I'm your lover, I'm your zero
I'm in the face of your dreams of glass
So save your prayers
For when we're really gonna need'em
Throw out your cares and fly
Wanna go for a ride?
from: Zero by The Smashing Pumpkins




where is nobody?