time

No cheers this time.

for real.

i guess time has its ends and greats.

just recieved news, from my mum. my aunt has entered in a coma.

it hurts to know. when amidst all these inhuman stress, yet.

She had a long battle, past the doc's one-year left of life diagnosis. and that was 4 years ago?

i thought my prayers were answered. my closest aunt.

just 2 weeks ago, i saw her whine about her bored stayed at NUH.

on that bed, she laid frailed and weak. but still muster that smile. and naggy voice.

but i know, she's in pain. Why Lord why. i prayed a safe painless passage if it'd to come.

prematurely so. she's the one that i joke and made me wonder why aunties speak so loud.

now's she in coma. I'm praying. i'm almost devastated.

who'ever reads this. please join me in prayer. i pray for her comfort. for my uncle and cousin.

for my feelings. for mum and dad. its one of her closest sister.

did i miss the chance to save her? i dun know. but God you'd understand the dilemma i had.

I pray for forgiveness in that too.

-OUT-

@SMA office, mugging my notes. like a machine. yet feeling so devastatingly human.