week blues

Hail King. and Kings

attempt failed. that another attempt to make a perfect day despite the hot sun's mocking burns and that so-so movie.
Wonder whats keeping me alive anymore. things are always not complete. not the tutorials for sure. never ending piles of tutorials. bottomless pit of yearns had erm...disappeared. momental laughters and confidence fed my emptying existance. whats coming up the corner? the snares of killer tests and just the up'coming stress calls i guess. i wanna speak my mind. but i'm restraining, my weakness that i hadn't gotten over. hey Lingyun, if u're reading this, mondays and tuesdays are confirms periods of library desk hogging, join me if u can. yeah.
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Monday was just another day i guess, not that i meant anything, but had learnt its the day of harvesting the sowed seeds of the victims of commercialisation, i hadn't escaped that too. but what ugly yield expectations can bring. so i guess, lesson learnt. nah, never gonna mentioned about that again. -----+---
can't stop staring at the moon, so beautiful it remain hanging in the sky. yet its face of inspiring sereneity had witnessed so many killings, murders, rapes, lies, adultary and pumpkins smashed.
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...........am looking fwd to a special date that i gonna throw a surprise.....to that someone.